I wrote this paper in reference to the Turn Word by Shelly Hundly the Turn word is a Visitation Shelly had from the lord in 2002 it is a rebuke to the IHOP family as well as to us who are in the prayer movement.
Turn Word Assignment
After listening to the Turn word by Shelly Hundly I am really touched I take it as a conformation of God really wanting me here at IHOPU He has had me on this awesome stretching journey over that last 3 years getting me to come here. Over the last few weeks after recommitting myself to his transformation power in me the Lord has been affirming my calling as a forerunner. I am so blessed by what the Lord is doing in my heart in calling me forward in Him and for Him continuing the process of making me who He has called me to be. What is burning in my heart the most is the fact that God is and will change me from my sinful lust for the things of this world and make me into who he wants me to be and heal me from the pain of the past. Shelly made the comment on the short track (track 2) of the recording “Come oh weak one. He will gather us up and He will teach us.” The lord has totally highlighted the fact that he is changing me even from the beginning of the semester. I was VERY challenged by a comment a leader made during orientation that said: “do I really trust that the Holy Spirit can transform me?” I was so touched by the Lord on this because I did not believe it at first, I love that all I have to do is keep saying yes and he will continue to work in me. This touched me in the turn word because I know that God is raising me up to be a voice for Him. The lord convicted my heart when Shelly asks the question are we living a life that makes those around us want to change and turn from the way that they are living? I was challenged because I would love to say I am. I know I have more impact than I think but I have been so afraid of what man thinks and have not spoke up for God. I say all of that because the Lord is burning on my heart that I would become one who is burning for him I want to burn with the love of God so much in me that I am not afraid of what people think and that I will be a true voice for others to turn. (Just as shelly did in her encounter with getting in front of the boat and yelling Turn Turn.) I confess that I really want a new concept of what real intercession looks like and I want my eyes opened to what I really means to be a voice for this generation. At the end of the short recording Shelly makes the comment: “Who will come and who will be changed” and in closing I say very soberly to the Lord: pick me change me mold me to be a burning one for You. I want to truly know the fear of the lord and what it looks like to live out the first commandment. Teach me and continue to show me your love oh lord.